2 more days at this boring ward 57~ i m actually quite looking forward to the IMH posting... haha.. well... i guess it's fun....

 

yesterday did my 1st off drain dressing..... felt good.... gave IM injections too a few days ago.....

 

well.. just gotta endure for another 2 more days... so glad and happy!!!

 

but the sad thing is.. it's afternoon shift :(

 

yea... i've decided to go back to hk in june.... :)

 

as for the 5 weeks holidays in march and april( sch reopens on the 20th april, i guess i'll go some where near.... maybe bali, langkawi, phuket or bangkok~~ shall plan and see :)

 

long weekened ahead :) yay!!!!!

 

 

afternoon shift today... damn!~ end at 9pm....****

 

hate this ward i really hate it... it's so damn boring~~~

 

anyway... just another 9 more days there... wun be that bad i guess...

 

was really freaking tired last nite... was abt to faint liao lor!~ what the hell....

 

really gotta thank my cookie monster~~ hehe...

 

thanks for the support u gave me...

 

yea.. i was actually planning to break 1 year of my bond.. but... then.... haiz... worth ma? maybe it's worth la.... :)

 

i see no future in s'pore...

 

salary pay is far too low~

 

shall see how things goes~

 

 

i'm seriously not loving or even liking this bloody attachment la.. gosh.. the staffs r super unfriendly... besides a few... ~ from my grp.. only aka and gaya is with me.. the rest went to other wards...

 

drove to work this mrning.. felt ok... at least dun have to wake up so early.... my leg is hurting v badly now... very very badly....i need foot massage... and also duno y... my appetite is not too good recently... :(

 

on sat.. sth really v unhappy happened.... i dun wana mention it le la... makes me feel worse.... but after all, it's over le..~~

 

i need some rest... seriously i do need a lot of rest...

 

1 mth later will be my exam.. how sucks can this be... so stressful man... this is so torturing....

 

i hate this job... i hate it..... it's so torturing..... gosh.... it's damn tiring lor!!!! maybe i made the wrong choice at the very 1st place ba.. i duno.... but well.. guess... i seriously wana break the bloody bond la.... break 1 year or 1.5 years also good....

 

can't take the stress anymore.. really...~ hope i wun break down~

i feel so unappreciated and hurt.... why the hell wld i wana lie on this kinda things? i DID WENT WITH PAUL WITH HIS PIK UP TRUCK TO FIX MY MUM'S BLOODY OLD BIKE!~ FUCK U!~ I BLOODY HELL DID!~ if i did not, i wld just say i did not... this is rubbish.... fuck it la.. just put all the bloody blame on me k? it's all my fault and i cheated on u , u money and everything.... fuck it!~

 

just feel like throwing a stack of cash on her face now.....

 

damn her...

 

everything also blame on me... fuck it...

 

i sld have trust my ex security to keep my bicycle in the house.. i wonder who is the bloody hell who swap the fucking tyres!!! fuck u!!!! if  want cash from me just say... i give u the money and buy the tyres! y take my mum's???? ham ka chan!!

 

i feel so fucked up eating this dead cat..... what have i done wrong? maybe i sld not have helped at he 1st place... yea.. i sld not have... and i shal start to me a person who do not help at all and stay selfish... thanks for giving me this lesson!

 

and hey... i will prove u wrong abt him.... and stop being so $$ face...

 

i feel fucked!~

i love u :)

i just wana see u! is it that hard?