yea... i've did sth quite interesting for my darling... haha.. hope that he likes it :)

 

did nth much today....

 

2ml i have got sch at 8am :(

 

haiz.... what rubbish~~~

 

bro  bro is coming back on the 1st... hehe~ muack!~ i miss him so much~~ i'm gonna disturb him like mad when he comes back~~

 

i'm addicted to this song... called poison perfume~

 

so meaningful~~~

 

feel like giving him the present now... but~~~ haiz.. think i sld pass it to him 2ml nite ba~~

 

 

yea.. i passed my BCLS today... thank god.... i studied last min last nite... haha... and my dear LG tested me for the steps :) thanks dear :)

 

not really in the mood for anything today... guess.. i'm just too tired?? well.. maybe... and especially what had happened last nite....

 

i realised... i'm seriously in deep hit now.. i'm so in love with my MR Vitamin D!~ gosh....in just a short period of time... and the thing is... i have nv had this kinda feelings b4.. oh mann... i'm just.. so... afraid now.... so afraid to loose him~... haiz.... i know it sounds a little funny .. yea coz it's me who's typing and blogging all these stuff here.....but yea.. i gotta admit.. i'm really in love... so in love with him......

 

had lots of fun during my holidays.... especially the time spent with my darling..... :)

 

went over to ps cafe for dinner for christmas dinner.... i'm glad that he likes what i got for him.. and i do like what he got for me too :)

 

and yea.. i'll go upload some pics to my blog too... dun wana keep it too dry.. but.. haiz.. if u wana see more updated pics... u can go to my facebook and see instead.. sometimes.. i'm just too lazy to upload it to my blog....

 

i've got no school tomorrow... yeshhh!!!~

 

 

 have so many things to say.... but where shall i start?? i reall have no idea~... i'm not really in a good mood today due to some stuff.. maybe.. just feeling a little uncomfortable i guess... yea... but well.. what to do?? i will try my best to control my emotions well...

 

BBQ was alright.... not too bad... gaya got me for the present thing and she bought me a handbag... thanks darling....

 

i got adeline sth too. but.. i wana give it to her only nx week when it's near christmas....addie... good luck and all the best !! may god bless u!

 

watched twilight just now... quite like it.... and b4 that.. i actually went out with lob lob for lunch.... then bought my new head phones for my mp3 player~

 

i've been spending quite a lot recently.... oh well... what to do?? haiz.... it's christmas....~~

 

yea. i'm in a bad mood now....

 

i just need some time.....

 

i'll b meeting yc and his frens for the christmas dinner thing... yea. as my LG will be meeting someone i'm quite uncomfortable with on sunday.... for dinner.... and with some unknown uncles and aunties~

 

i dun feel like going to church on sunday.... but.. i guess.. i dun have a choice~

 

good nite~

haha~~ well... i think.. for this 2 weeks holidays~ i'll just be a pig at home la.. haha... i love it man~ i love the smell of my bed.. pillow and blanket~ hahaha~... ok.. i have no idea y i'm blogging all these... but yea.. hehe...

 

went back to school yesterday for BCLS practice... had breakfast with adeline at sch's mac...then went up for practice....

 

went to orchard to shop with addie... wahh.. 6 hrs of shopping ma.... my legs really wana break liao la.. haha... bought some christmas gifts.... yup.. to exchange presents during the BBQ on Thurs~

 

i got myself some bras~ haha~~ oops~~ hehe~... well.. i like it,.... adeline got hers too...

 

went to thai express to take our lunch and then... continue to shop~.. haha... din really get a lot of things la... but... well...i enjoyed my day.... haha~

 

going out for a dinner and movie later...

 

feel like taking a nap later b4 going out~... haiz.. think i'll be gaining some weight again during the holidays~~

 

still left with 1 more presentation to go... then all the way attachment lu~~ sian la... super sick and tired abt all these~ haiz~

 

i miss my tat tat!!!!!~~~

 

 

 

 

 

 

well.... i ... i think.... i'm pretty much speechless now.... i don't know what my heart and mind is telling me.. i have mix feelings now....

 

just now wanted to sleep and rest early... but then.. i recieved a call from ah shun's mum... asking if i m free to meet up for supper or what... i din even think and i actually ans yes~

 

well.. i do miss them at times... after all.. they r my saviours~ haha~... they helped me a lot.. a lot a lot~~~will nv forget what they had done for me for the past 4 years~

 

wana thank his mummy for all the beautiful gifts~... :)

 

as for now... i seriously can't slp.. i'm soooo awake....

 

y??

 

what's wrong with me again??

 

haiz~

 

i miss my brother....

 

i seriously have no idea how miserable my life will be without him in s'pore in the future~

 

well, it takes time to get used to it.. but if i can choose, i'll choose not to get used to it....~

well... finally... half a term is over.... yeshhhh!!!!

 

ended off with elective today... haiz.. kinda rot there for abt.. 3 hrs?? ahhhh!!~~~~ today's lesson was swimming lor.. i can't bloody hell swim!!~~~ having my period siaaa~~~ ahhhh!!~~~ just sit down there and sun tan only haha~

 

hmm... today's presentation kinda... suck la~ my slides were all changed... and some one was just doing her one man show.. but nvm~~~ it's over... and it's the last day of sch.... yayyy!~ 2 weeks of holidaysss~ that's so so so cool!~ 1 more presentation to go~~

 

anyway.. i passed my BCLS theory test... went to check the results after my elective lesson~ everyone passed... but... 2 person din make it in our class... haiz~.... gaya... work hard for sub k? will support u all the way!~ love you darling!~

 

i seriously wana go for a short trip laaaaaa.. but duno where to go also... sian lor~... ahhhh!~ so, no choice... just gotta stay and rot in s'pore for this holiday~

 

went vivo for dinner last nite.. and saw basirah and her bf~ haha~ cute~

 

my bro is in hk now... kinda.... miss him~ ahhhh!~~~~ no one disturb me at home siaaaaa~~ ahhhh~~~

 

anyway... i'm not partying tomorrow nite.... yes... i m NOT going to sentosa for zoukout~... haha... no more clubbing for me~ i know what i m doing and what i want.. so... dun have to say anything alrite? :)

 

nx sem wld be quite horrible for me.... coz.... i have got attachment at IMH!!!~~~ but well... it's ok~ 4 weeks of it... wun be too bad i guess.. just that.. i seriously have no idea how to get there~~ haha~...

 

gotta wash quite a lot of clothes today... yup~... sian~.... fri nite stay at home.. haiz~....

 

i'm waiting waiting and waiting...~ HEHE~

 

 

seems like... everything is fine for now... :)

 

anyway.. had a really fun day yesterday... haha... went to sch at 8~ then sch ended at 9am~ coz.. pharm lecture was canceled~ she's sickk!!~ haha.. yea...then.. mich, jolene, gaya and i went to leisure park ~~ haha.. watched a movie... and then jolene went for shoulder massage while mich and i did the foot massage... hehe.. not bad not bad~ hehe... had lots of fun la... then... went back to sch for the stupid briefing~ bloody hell~~ wanted to jog yesterday.. but dun manage to.. coz the weather really sucks.. and we were all super tired la... haha... went out with abbe last nite for dinner... was so happy to see her after a long long time :) miss her lots~~

 

haiz.... lots of things to wash for today leh... clothes.... bed sheet~~ blah blah blah~~

 

i feel like taking a nap later... but i dun think i have the time leh... must do pharm project :(

 

will be zouking tomorrow nite... well well well~~~~ speechless haha...

 

adeline and i plan to go back to leisure park during the holidays for more massage~ hahaha... i think we r kinda.. addicted to it man~ hahaha~~~

 

gaya.... hope that.. u will get over it soon~~ some how, i understand how u feel.... i've been through that.... it's not easy~ but whatever it is... i'll be here supporting u~!

 

my immune system is kinda.. down recently... haiz.. think coz not enough of sleep~~ :(

 

also duno y recently so bz:(

 

can't wait for holidays~~

 

 

 

 

well... i feel much better these few days.. especially... hmm... hehe nvm.. anyway.. my lappy is fixed.... thank u so much at tat tat!~ hehe... :)

 

was on the phone with my fren till 5am last nite.... feel super tired now.. ahhh!!~~~ it took me 2 hrs to come back home from school.. and this sucks man.. and the weather sucks... gosh....

 

and guess what, i have a test nx week.. bcls... sucks.... gotta start studying already.. :( but ok la.. at least i still can go enjoy my coming 2 weeks holidays... heehe

 

i passed my bio.. got a B ~~ lalalalala~~~ seems like my last min revision is still not too bad... haha....

 

2ml.. adeline and i ... will be.. going to some where... and do sth v interesting... hahahaha~~~ i shall bring my camera out tomorrow~~ hehehehe`~~