yea i seriously can't slp at all... also duno y... feeling super terrible... just wasting my time on bed.... haiz.... anyway.. gotta be up early for breakfast~~ no break time for today... from 8 to 12.. dun wana starve myself....

 

as usual.... having mood swings....

 

i really duno what's wrong with me..... my mind is just sooo.. messed up...

 

i seriously love my bed~~~ gosh.. but y can't i just slp?? ahhhhh!!!!!

 

stress i guess... fri will be the bloody day~~~

just feeling a little uncomfortable..... sometimes.. i wld rather not know some stuff....she stays with him.... almost everyday.... i have no right to be jealous or unhappy.... haiz.... what to do... it was my fault after all...

 

passed my practical test yesterday and i've got 1 more to go.... on friday....

 

for this past 1 mth.. lots of things happened... happy and unhappy stuff.... but mostly unhappy.... i've not been smiling and laughing for quite some times..... not as much as b4....

 

there;s just too many unhappy things happening ard me... confusing stuff... haiz....

 

anyway... i'll be going back to hk in june... :) finally.... i can take a break.... and relax... i seriously wana thank someone la.... and u know who u r :) giving me a chance to go back where i love and enjoy to be at~~

 

i think i seriously can't drive manual car la.. i lack so much confidence in it sia... too used to auto cars already.... that's really bad man~~~ :(

 

bro is on holidays now.... how lucky he is man.... he's at phuket.....

 

i went there last mth... was really a good place to enjoy... beautiful~~

 

i shall go slp 1st la

 

not feeling too well..

 

i need to loose weight!!!!!! haha~