well... it's finally.. june.... i can still remember.. what happened in june last year.... :)

 

memories will always stay.... i dreamt of yi siu last nite.... well.. maybe.. sub consiously.. i still do miss him... :)

 

i asked him a few questions in the dream... i really wana know the ans very badly.... how i wish.. he will tell me face to face 1 day in the future.....

 

just kinda wondering.. how's he now... good? in a r/s now??...

 

i guess.. u have moved on long ago....

 

i still do drive ard ur area... hoping to bump into u..... but.. i'm not lucky enough... i know.. it's time to let go....

 

abt 1 more week to ai leen's wedding.. and well.. i'm the bride's maid... haha... just collected my gown this afternoon... and then rush back to class ... haiz....

 

i'm having very bad cramps today.... stupid menses.... haiz.... my whole face went pale.....

 

anyway.... i'll be rotting like nobody's business nx week after this fri..... i guess.. i'm gonna do my report writing later on and tomorrow....

 

Mr D is going to gym with ken tonight.. and as for me.. i just had instant noodles for dinner.... don't feel like going out at all... i'm tired... really tired... mentally and also physically....

 

met up with shun 2 weeks back... he's doing fine... stable with his girl and all.. glad to hear that from him....

 

everyone is doing well i guess.. but just me... something is missing in my life.... really..... there's just something missing....

 

i'm currently... lost.....

 

is there a map or gps to find myself back??

 

i feel the emptyness in me... ~