i was about to sleep....

but... my mind just.. keep thinking of the past... those good and bad times~

what's over is over i really don't wish to be reminded of... really... life is being.. a little cruel to me...

i feel the pain n sadness in me... yes i do.... but... i choose not to think about it... i'm not running away from it just that.. i have better things to focus on

rather than just focus on how i feel and all which brings no benifits to me.... but... feelings and emotions... well.. it's hard to avoid . no? haha~...

 

i have dreams... just like many other people do~~ but... can i fufil them? many obstacles ahead.. can i over come it? i believe i can!~

 

just believe and have faith in yourself, and u r half way there :)

 

i have my own reasons... for keeping things to myself.... what's the use of whining and complaining? will the fact change?

in life.. we just have to accept stuff n facts whether u like it or not... just have to find ways to cope and over come it...

 

all i can say now is... this is not what i want in my life.... and i will not give up hope on my dreams...

 

from the previous post.. as i have mentioned.... i met up with... a friend for breakfast few days back....

 

he said...."no one is perfect.... what is the point and y r u working so hard on things?"

 

i kept quiet... because... deep in my heart.. i know that... he will never know what i'm thinking about.....

 

yes.. i do agree with him that no one is perfect... but... one thing... i do believe that... setting a right target gives u a path to walk and follow...and this helps you to work towards perfect... at least u try and u learn new things in the process of it.. no? :) we learn new things from experiences...

 

u will improve if u work towards it... but if you don't.. at the end of the day... you will just be where you are....

 

what's the meaning of life if you don't even have a plan or target to work on? and just wondering around everyday clubbing having fun and gambling... ?

 

what i see in him is just emptiness..... but it seems that.. he is not picking up himself... no one can help you.... you are the only one who can help yourself...

 

i really wish to fall asleep now..... i'm tired... really... but... too much... just too much of the past is flashing through my mind.... things that i had experienced.... the pain and those up and downs i had been through.... all the precious lessons i have learnt.... how childish i was when i was younger.... :)

 

i'm looking forward to me... doing what i really want in the nx few years :)